Slipping Out of Tune

I tweak my main playlist just a bit every few weeks, but it tends to truly molt and renew only once a year or so, and that time of sonic renewel is upon me. Even so, these songs have been good to me, and as I let most of them go (except for Fenne Lily. She's not going anywhere), I wanted to put a marker in the etheric ground for all the time we spent together.

Fenne Lily - What's Good, Car Park, & really the whole album On Hold

Lady Gaga - The Cure

Tow'rs - Going

Grizfolk (feat. James N. Commons) - In My Arms

Birdy - Wild Horses, Deep End & Lifted

Kodaline - Talk

Sweet Talk Radio - Dotted Lines

Kathleen Edwards - A Soft Place to Land

Silver Trees feat. Bailey Jehl - Paper Hearts

Oh Wonder - Bigger Than Love

Gordi feat. S. Carey - I'm Done

Lord Huron - The Night We Met

Ingrid Michaelson - My Darling

LEON - I Believe in Us

Bishop Briggs - Dream

Ryan McMullan - Ghosts

Anna Nalick - All Through the Night

The Goo Goo Dolls - Use Me

Anxious About The Unbroken

The rollout has gone shockingly well, and here at the end of the week all the key bugs have been squashed and several small feature requests have already been implemented.

What's been most surprising is how anxious the process has made me, even as it's gone so well: the self inflicted level of hypervigilance to the flow of the office, and the stress over getting the bugs worked out as quickly as possible, even when they aren't major, or function imparing. Both my mood and energy have been shot at the end of every day this week.

On the one hand, I'm thrilled with how undisasterous the week's been, but on the other, I'm disappointed in how easy it still is for anxiety to become such a powerful effector on me.

I need to be spending at least as much time on continuing to unravel my mind as I do on improving my coding skills.